i pretty much spent all day watching my sister play bioshock infinite
da vinci’s demons
so you know how like cersei may sleep with different people but she never feels anything really. the only person that give her feelings~ is jaime but they’re not romantic, or at least not the same feelings jaime feels for cersei (that’s looove). and so i constantly am trying to figure out what is up with her and what her feelings~ for jaime actually are because, imo, they’re not love~
but then i realized that cersei loves to remember dressing up as jaime as a kid and switching places with him and being mistaken as him, being twins and all. and how she sort of assumes he’ll be on her side no matter what because they are one~ and so forth and then it hit me: by sleeping with her twin brother is like her living through him. she wants to be a man or have the power men have have in GRRM’s world and jaime is her male counter part naturally. it’s almost as if by sleeping with him, she becomes empowered? Or it’s like she’s trying to steal that privilege that comes with his sex. i’m sure she’s not aware of this, but yea Idk but
that is waht i’ve come up with so far and yea
how many people have thought of this? a lot? okay bye.
i just want to eat everything there is to eat okay