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Caitlin. 24. Occupation: figuring it out. Currently writing a novel. Owns a cat and three dogs.

A New Beginning



It’s horrible. It eats at you, slowly slowly until you’re nothing but a lifeless soul.

I’m walking down that path… A cloud of depression follows me wherever I go, and it’s not a good feeling.

I’m becoming a recluse- socializing with people isn’t as fun as it used to be.

Nowadays, I stay cooped up in the library

Too tired to go outside

and laugh with


who used to be friends.

Screw that.

It’s time to start over.

it’s getting to be that time of year again.

I was getting out of the shower and I got hit with immense TLOU and TWDG feelings sledge hammer and then my head peeled back the layers and I NEEDED to get everything out of my head. So here you go.

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Chaos Walking

There’s no such thing as a painless lesson. They just don’t exist. Sacrifices are necessary. You can’t gain anything without losing something first. Although, if you can endure that pain, and walk away from it … you will find that you now have a heart strong enough to overcome any obstacle. Yeah. A heart made fullmetal.

HARRY POTTER CHALLENGE || Favourite Character


In the wolf dreams she was swift and strong, running down her prey with her pack at her heels. It was the other dream she hated, the one where she had two feet instead of four. In that one she was always looking for her mother, stumbling through a wasted land of mud and blood and fire. It was always raining in that dream, and she could hear her mother screaming, but a monster with a dog’s head would not let her go save her. In that dream she was always weeping, like a frightened little girl.


Jack Huston - GQ by Frederike Helwig, November 2012